Yeh Saali Zindagi...

I was extremely tired and would barely move out of my bed as I slept looking on to the fan over me on the roof counting infinite circles in the air...I did count till 97 and fell 3 short of a century which was the first thing I remembered when I woke up and saw the same fan over me...I quickly completed my century and woke up for what was the FIRST day of my college.

There is nothing which stops in this damn world...everything flies specially time...I have felt that...We all have to face the end of everything we started...our college life...the bachelor parties...the first love...the kababs,tikkas,butterscotch icecream...and more importantly we will end one day we have to there's no running to this fact...

Once Again I was extremely tired and would barely move out of my bed as I slept looking on to the fan over me on the roof counting infinite circles in the air...I did count till 97 and fell 3 short of a century which was the first thing I remembered when I woke up and saw the same fan over me...I quickly completed my century and woke up for what was the LAST day of my college...I woke up to see empty beds beside me and realised that Asif was gone...It ended and it did ended pretty fast...

This is what "i" am?

4 Angels

On a Sunday Afternoon I and Asif decided to have samosas and were heading towards canteen when all of a sudden it started raining...We had no option but to run...As we were looking it started raining cats and dogs and dat was the time when i noticed The broken dreams tone and reached out for my cell phone...I was amazed to see Sambeet Sir's call...I picked up and he asked me where I was? Later he asked me to come down to the school gate and I did the same...He told me he had some important persons for me to meet...When I reached there I saw a Hyundai I10 and as it stopped I got closer and it was Sambeet sir who first stepped out of the car...
The weather was amazing and I saw another 3 persons getting out of the car...Out of nowhere a person extended his hand towards me and asked "You must Be Amitesh" and I was more happy than surprised...Afterall being recognised is d best thing dat cn happen to any1...Then He introduced himself as AVINASH...
Sambeet sir told these are the 3 guys who are the closest to his heart and he wanted me to meet them as he saw me in the same league...I was astonished...I mean i always knew dat he liked me but this was an honour...
Later Avinash and all the three started talking to me and we jelled as if they were not four but five...He offere me a look in the car and der it was chilled icy Kingfisher...Avinash offere it to me repeatedly but i refused as i was near college gate...Had it been inside the hostel room I would have loved to have it...
He discussed with me the importance of going up through the ventures i planned and not through the job i was searching for...He said me a guy like me could get a job anytime once i step out...But insisted on me to create something...And there I promised these three gentlemen who knew so little about me dat I would write a blog about them And i got the title Immediately...It was raining...It was wonderful...and they were the four ANGELS...
Thank you Sambeet sir for introducing me to such wonderful persons...and Avinash Sir if you are reading this I would defenitely like to get along with the four angels...

18 and still counting...

I woke up it was a very pleasant morning,a lovely sms was displaying still to be read and i knew it was a joke as the sender was avinash I read it was about Rajinikanth...I smiled and as I turned around to share it with others...To my surprise all were gone...There was no one in my room and I knew I was late once again...When I be able to attend the first class...I recall being woke up at 8:00 but then I underestimate the time and next when I open my eyes all what shows is numbers,increasing number of missed first classes...For the Record it's 18 today in a row and that is called consistency...

8 rotis 1 naan and a Paneer tikka

I was all ready for the finals from the very instant I opened my eyes on 2nd April...After all it was the day we had prayed for...The first thing I calculated in the morning was should I attend my morning classes and go for a bunk for the evening session as the morning had 3 and evening 2 classes respectively...Then I agreed on going for the first 3 and 1 in the second half...this was my plan till 8:00 in the morning...At 8:15 I managed to convince myself with only attending the first half...
At 8:30 I thought as the first class is always boring lets go for the second and third and I closed my eyes in order to wake up at10:20 so to attend the next at 10:30...And finally I woke up saw the fan was still moving it was a great feeling...I checked my phone for nay missed call or messages there was one from avinash...I started scrolling down it was about a blonde and it was great and dn I turned around to share it with others when I suddenly looked back at the phone and the time was 01:00...So I had missed the first half and then sat with my head in my hand...Then it was the time of the patriot in me to rise and provoke me that i did nothing wrong and I was back on track...I was just going through the web about team India's progress b4 d big day...I went through an article which read Lata Mangeshkar keeping fast for the country and then I decided if she is keeping it I will keep it for my country...And then it started...Temptations from all side flowing in specially when Ranu was having Chhole Bhature and offered me to have a bite but with all the burden on my heart I said NO and when captain cool swung it hard for a SIX...I rushed to the dhaba and that was what I had 8 rotis 1 naan and a Paneer tikka...

Indian for a day...

Never before my 10 fingers have been so proudly striking the 106 keys of one of the most remarkable inventions of the century.Today there were not three colors on the Indian flag but a single color all over India and Indians "BLUE"...Even Blue would be proud today being a color and getting its existence worth...The importance wasn't that it was a semifinal of the World Cup...Neither it was important as India defeated Pakistan but the most made out through this situation was we felt like Indians for a day...Everybody felt proud when Raina dived...everyone felt proud when Nehra bowled a dot ball...And there would be millions like me who would have already poured on billions of emotions through the 26 alphabets on the network developed by Tim Berners Lee...
Now the question remains what next?
And the answer remains much simpler...Let us be Indian for one more day...

Will the man with a stick and spectacles be able to find a place in today's India

"The people of the coming generation will find it hard to believe that there lived a man named Gandhi made up of bones and flesh" quoted the most intelligent man so far on earth Albert Einstein.
The man who single handedly forced the 150 year long regime of the Britishers to break and saw them leave the country.
Given a thought if Bapu would be among us what would we have offered him in the country and what would be his reply on the designations offered to him?

President:I can't just be there to give women empowerment speeches and visiting foreign countries.
Prime Minister:The reason is obvious I was never weak and I am not weak I was not formed on coalitions.
Leader of the Opposition:Is there really one I Don't think so
Finance Minister:I don't want to drive my country's policy on the demands of people who proudly call us The Third World.
Home Minister:People are being burnt alive on the roads Is this what I have to be responsible of.
Foreign Minister:I would definitely not like to read other country's foreign policy and be unaware of it totally in front of the whole world.
Sports or Film Icon:With people of this stature who are supposed to be the role models of millions and billions across the country endorsing anything that comes their way.

I have a request in turn from the present day government if possible remove me from the currency as
I was ashamed I was being used in the parliament to buy votes.
It is me who is paid as bribes to all those unworthy people.
It is me who is being exchanged to buy liquors on my birthday.
And when people say "Money is the root of all evils" I feel that burdon on myself...

Tell them I lived...................

This age is a miracle in itself...With everything from every prospect triggering a reform of some kind or another...We hear that it will all come to a standstill on 21-12-2012 the reason being excess of corruption,excess of evil and excess of everything...People say that it will end the present world along with the people in it and it is necessary...Let the people in the new world or the world after the supposed date discover us like we discovered the prehistoric man and let them ask who were these men and when did they lived and then let someone tell them...

Tell them I lived in the times which saw the assassination of the ever so powerful dictator of the Middle East by the Dictator of the World.
Tell them I lived in the times which saw the people of the largest democracy of the world having no option rather than to chose between a Corrupt and a Less Corrupt Government.
Tell them that I lived in the times that saw a kg of Onion,A bottle of beer and a liter of petrol all striking the same pose at the rate chart.

Why can't we?

A very big question indeed...
why can't we fly?
why can't we relax forgetting everything going around?
Why can't we sleep in the open air and let the cool air be the blanket for us?
Why can't we show a middle finger to people whom we dislike rather than pretending to smile when we see them?
Why can't we see Indian cricket team winning all the matches?
Why can't we eat quantities without gaining weight?
Why can't we go back in time whenever we feel?
Why can't we be a hero like Spider man and all the girls going mad to kiss us?
Why can't we only study without appearing for exams?
Why can't we be happy?
Why can't we be just ourselves and nothing more?
Why can't I?Why can't you?Why can't we?

The much awaited recognition...

I had won many awards and accolades in the past both for my college and for me but the real appreciation was still to come...It came one day with no awards,no microphone,no audience,and no gifts...It was a simple plastic chair on which I was sitting when she told me that she worried after our batch left...She told me that she had worked with "n" number of students some were technically brilliant,some were artistically superb but I was creative and she told me that I was too much in one plate...I didn't exactly recalled what mam said but she told good and I felt extremely light and the smile never went off my face the whole day...I just hope she reads it one day and comments on this post...
Thank you Prajna Mam

The day that passed...

As always we were sitting in the office working for our college fest Gajajyoti 2k11...It was rare a sight in the college of what we have made of the room we got to plan things...we had changed the room into a place where ideas could be exchanged freely it was the space everyone was looking for...When a junior told me that he has been working on stage for 2 years and no one knows him he had a want of appreciation in his eyes...they needed it everyone needs it...I realized the things had to be sorted out so I arranged them a surprise meeting that with our principal and they were more than happy to meet her and nervous at the same time....So by the time principal was gone they had actually started working quite hard and saw the point of working hard...

Fourth and the final

It is really nice actually to be in 4th year after all we are the senior most batch in the college...gaining all that attention a known face to maximum teachers around I think I have earned what I supposed to earn in the 4 years...Many people come here for job and many for education...I would not lie I too landed here for the same purpose but later as the time progressed I got thing one thing very clear in my mind that you can earn grades in result even everybody will land with a job someday or the other but there is one thing which can be earned only through hard work and good work that is a remembrance by your faculties and earning a name or building that reputation...
Ok somebody at the door got to go...buy till the next blog...

It feels really good to work...

Really really like the place provided to us by the college to work for the fest...The place is good it has a different aura altogether...The fact that I like working here more is because it is secluded...it is quiet peace here and that is why I can go miles working here...But yes for how long can we avail this facility...After the fest it cant be ours...Definitely would love to have this even after the event's completion...

Ideas coming in...

Thought of many ideas including putting up a common wall for all the events to be posted...If this is going 2 happen I think it will be of great value to the promotional activities in the campus for the fest which earlier was lacking...Another one popped out when we were having a glimpse of the open air auditorium the mountain at the back drop could be scintillating view for the audiences...Something of a miniature kind of a Hollywood on the hills...

Everything happens for a reason and the reason is good

Today morning was a surprise for me as Vicky woke me up...Never in the past 3 and a half years has he woke me up...So the morning started with a discussion and then Ashish & I started preparing to meet the boss of our college...To be straight we underestimated the boss...Yes we all should call him the boss and if you don't think so just meet him he will give you enough reasons to satisfy the reason...What happened as an extra I got enough reason to think twice and the behavior of a person did bear testimony to what I thought about him...I missed mom extremely...She is alone and feels lonely...Two days back mom called me at night and told about her not able to get proper sleep...Mom I promise you I will bring back everything what I can...We will cherish the rest of our lives...

Taught friends about blogging...

Many people have already read the word a thousand times that is blogging but don't actually know what it is?
Three of my friends today asked me How to create a blog? I mean I thought it was much easier than cooking rice...
Their names are:-
Sai
Phani
Akhil...
and I am sure Kailash doesn't know about it but anyways he does not give a shit...Sorry did I tell shit...
This post will be edited regularly to see the list of names who asked me about how to create the blog...Are you reading your name?

Sani got selected in Syntel

"Result aa Gaya" I shouted and as I opened my eyes slowly and moved it on the laptop screen to see the name of the selected students and was more than happy to see the fourth name on the list...I love her...I love her like anything...She is the greatest thing I took from this college...I consider myself ever fortunate for having her in my life...
While returning from Bhubaneswar while we were on our way in the Visakha Express...Sani,priya,nitesh,priyanka,avinash,bibhu,vicky and sasmit were along and this was the place when Phani said the unthinkable to me...as he was also one of the intervee for the Syntel company...Phani and I have conquered every place in the Quiz competitions we have participated and I am lucky to have him by my side.He is a gem I must tell to every other person out there.When I asked him how many questions did he answered?He replied 50% of them...I followed with another one that why couldn't he answer the next 50% he quietly replied "My 50% was outside waiting form me(referring me as his 50%)."This was more than enough for me.I love you Phani...It means I love you Phani and Sani...
By the way Phani also got selected for Syntel and till this time as I am typing the blog he has not offered any party for his placements or anything related to that so that's a complaint...

It was not my fault...

I will not utter the title again...I cannot understand a single fact why people blame me for each and every thing that occurred on earth...that too what is most hurting is that people talk about me at the back not in the front...Sani tells me not to listen to all that crap people talk but it is really hard to forget the things said by my friends...
On one of my friend's birthday which I didn't attended everything was fine with everyone else but with me they were talking at my back the whole night...I was highly mortarised by this...There was one thing which came out as a silver lining in this too...It killed my emotions for all my friends...I should not sound sad but these are the things which is important and worthy...

I am a bit confused about people's behavior...

At this point of time today I find it really hard to understand what every people in and around me tries to explain by their convincing faces...Quiet hard to determine and all I want to is to leave this place as quickly a possible....I came here for the most memorable 4 years of my life and they are indeed the most memorable in some way or the other...While typing this blog I found out the email Id of DN sir because of the interaction he wanted on my E- Project...It was quiet embarrassing to not find my name on Google directly...But its ok some day I Will create a ranking for myself....See how deviated I am started from where and reached where....ok signing off for this blog...Will meet next time...

Travelling was hectic...

Sometimes things don't occur as you plan and today was one of those days...Was out for town with Sani when Lolz called and asked that if I could come to accompany her from Palasa to Pkd on the account of events that occurred last night with an EIE girl...So Sani told me to go and pick her up and I finally went on that never ending journey...
The road is horrible just horrible...and on top of that the pleasure was the time when the bus stopped near Chapra for 40 min. and then I decided to go for shaving in a local saloon because that was the only productive thing which I could think of during that period...
During the journey I discovered her thoughts...We were tied at the same point...
What was the mistake I did for being treated like such an ass over this place...